Lost.

This is officially the shittiest feeling ever.

At least let me know what I did or said.

If only you knew how depressed this is making me feel but at this point of time I'm not even sure if you care. Feels like I'm talking to someone who is trying to reply as safe as possible to prevent leading me on. 



Fuck this. Fuck motorbike. I can take the risk of not knowing how riding feels. But I cannot take the risk of losing you.

How the hell did we go from being great to suddenly becoming strangers in one night.

Just what the fuck did I do.



Sigh.  



Maybe it's me.

Maybe I'm the fucked up one that don't deserve to be with anyone.


Maybe this whole thing is just a joke that life decided to play on me.




Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard.