4th day into depression and counting...

Now I don't know but somewhere during February I kinda started really blogging really often and in the end I had like a blog post for every two days. (which is a lot if you know the usual frequency) However recently I'm actually kinda tired and lazy to blog.

I don' know.

School's boring, lessons are boring, life's boring. Nothing seems to interest me recently. And yeah, by that I mean not even her.

Is it still post-Paramore depression, you may ask?

Answer is a definite YES.

No human can ever get enough of Paramore. Unless your Hayley 'the Great' Williams herself. But then again, she ain't no human, she's a goddess. So I guess its different.

So ensemble has been pretty weird lately. What happened was we labelled the chairs instead of putting up the seating plan so that people will know where to seat. And during one of the sectionals all the chairs kinda got mixed up and now I have random people sitting around me. SLs are suddenly 'demoted' to back rows and certain people are suddenly 'promoted' to front row seats.

But maybe it isn't really that much of a promotion since it only serves to allow our conductor to further witness the incompetent skills of some people.

I ain't saying that I'm good. I'm not. But I firmly believe that even at my level I am still better than whoever that is.

And I pretty suck at guitar. Lol.

Anyways, we kinda completed more songs now, with Malaguena, Can't help falling in love and also El Bimbo which was halfway done (i think). Looks like we're expanding our forte.

Had ensemble dinner after practice today for a belated birthday celebration for our publicity officer Eugene, whom I respect totally as a sai kang warrior. This is mainly because for certain proposals I kinda only drew the proposal up and he did the rest. Which, is actually a lot of shit. So yeah kudos to him and may he enjoy the Swensens treat we gave him just now.

The dinner itself was alright, but the discussions after that was hilarious/eye-opening?

Once again the game of 'first impressions' was played. The last time I played this game with my frens it resulted in certain issues. Sadly this time some people were pretty boring and did not spice up the game with truthful comments, instead sticking with conventional ones.

Who am I to judge, however?

E-learning day tomorrow, or rather today. Was planning to chiong all at 12am but sonofabitch admins made it possible to access the lessons only at 8am.

Bullshit.

Guess I'll get going,

Later.