You know I've been thinking, my blog was once a platform for me to pour my opinions, my emotions when the well inside me gets filled to the brim and overflows. I used to be able to express my thoughts freely, without the fear of anyone who are not supposed to be reading it well, reading it.
I could paint an entire post on my musings for a particular incident, or simply my feelings towards ahem, someone and still go to sleep knowing I'm safe.
However, in recent times the privilege had seemed to faded completely. Nada. Zip. Zilch.
I found out to my surprise to my 'low-profile' haven is apparently scrutinized by many people that I know. Even as I type this post now at 1.43 am, the thought of other people reading it somehow dreads me. I can no longer convey my thoughts into text in peace. Another issue is that tonality of my voice does not translate well over the internet. And that is why it is dangerous, coz anytime people might misunderstand your motives, your messages.
As such I was pondering, deciding on whether it is worth it to create another blog. Maybe a really anonymous one this time, as I admit I once broadcast-ed my blog's URL on my msn nick once or twice a couple of months back. Wise choice indeed. And here I am wondering where do my readers come from.
Perhaps I should get a new blog, and still keep this one just to entertain the current measly but dangerous group of readers, and use the new one to just to release whatever's in my mind out.
Wow and I'm actually blogging about this.
Tis shit's ironic.
They've got nothing on you...
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