It dreads me because I really like the movie 'Bubble Boy' and now I have to defile the title with this post and I didn't even plan to write it because as of right now due to certain events I am fucking pissed and probably in a fit of anger. Yet, it completely and accurately describes you and thus I have no choice but to use it.
Believe, I didn't want to.
You know there's always a time when your perception of someone gets 'enlightened' and it's like their mirror of disguise gets shattered as you realize something about them.
It happened so fast.
One day I was fine and all. Then I heard some news. Some alarming news that made me recall your actions and now, they made sense.
I've seen the kind of man that you are. The image you try so hard to build with all your pretentious actions and the lies you spew out of that mouth, your hypocritical tales so blatant and loud they almost seem to scream out at me to punch you in your face and slap your audience across the cheek to wake them up from their delusion of you.
The way you behave, the things you do, the words you say, they sicken me every time I think about it. And it sucks that no one can look past the mask and see the ironically child-like thinking that you possess.
Sometimes, it's bearable when you are not threatened by anyone. However, a bit of embarrassment and you hastily struggle to find nonsensical words to bring down that little thing poking at your ego so that you can look better. While it's funny that such a trivial matter can injure your ego, it's hilarious to me. Because underneath all that gigantic balloon of ego, is a modicum of pitiful self-esteem.
They may not see it now, or maybe ever, but I swear to whoever's up there and I promise, that one day, someone will come along and that certain hero will burst your fucking bubble and then, ...then. You will realize that your whole entire life was a lie. A lie so poorly carved that the moment you lose a tiny sense of it, everything will come crashing down into emptiness.
When that happens, I'm gonna smile. Oh yeah, you bet I will.
And you know why?
Because there is nothing, nothing at all. That you can fucking do about it.
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