The Utopia in my mind

Been a few days since I last blogged. Firstly, I said in one of my previous posts that I felt embarrassed during Guitar Practice coz I was one of the only one who couldn't play, right? Well it turns out that the people playing were the SLs. And after trying for about 45min, I finished learning Gavottte, which was actually pretty simple. Haha.

However, Sleeper's awake is still kinda like a milestone for me now. I do hope tho, that by the next sectionals I would've grasped the gist(jizz) of it. Lmao.

The wkends have been pretty activity-filled for me. On Thur night I attended my cousin's wedding, which is like, the 4th wedding in 2 years or so?

It was held in this really grand hotel ballroom. Granted, it was not the biggest ballroom wedding I've been to but its still huge. I remember the crystal and gold chandeliers are really beautiful as they glistened in the soft hue of amber glow from the lights. Kinda makes me reminiscent the past as certain memories surface.

Oh yeah, drank orange stead of red wine coz well, wasn't feeling like it somehow. Did try a bit of champagne though.

When the montage video was playing, the whole spirit of love and compassion, coupled with the ambience of the wedding kinda made me miss her. Not that I usually don't but yeah. I realised more people are reading my blog so perhaps I shouldn't blog so much about that subject.

Lol.

Went running at 11pm on Saturday night with Pok Chow. As much as I would love to have him as company, he pushed me so hard and forced me to do those sets of dips/push-ups/pull-ups/planks/sit-ups so much that even till now, 2 days later, my muscles still hurt.

Guess it was just a testimony of how unfit I am. Gotta work harder if I wanna achieve that 10 pull-ups goal by napfa. Currently stuck at 8-9. Napfa day will have us running 2.4 first so I fear the exhaustion from the run will severely affect my performance.

Did a lot of talking with him (Pok) at the bus-stop outside school. Lawl. Talked about school stuff and what not. Found out many things and also had a new perspective on a recent subject. Went home at 12.30 while cursing at the homework I have to do on Sunday. (Which was totally redundant coz as it turns out all I did on Sunday was lepak.)

So yeah today is monday, had even more PE, still managed to squeeze in 5-6 pull-ups after that run under the scorching sun and yeah. Felt pretty good. Thank you again, endorphines.

Well, got 2 econs essays to finish(not) tonight. Guess I hafta to go do 'em now.

Cya guys,
Later.

Your smile is like a sun illuminating my cimmerian world. Your voice, a tourniquet for my bleeding heart.