Can an optimist feel pessimistic instead?

Been near a week since I last blogged. So thought I might as well end the week with a post. Gonna be a long one since all I ever do nowadays on my blog is to well, give a summary of my daily happenings.

Well this week has been pretty awesome. I mean school is okay since its only 3 days but the guitar J1 orientation was really fun. I found out, on wed night that I was an IC for one of the groups. Surprised as I felt, I was actually pretty reluctant. Contrary to popular belief I am actually pretty anti-social/introvert/loner. (or so I thought)

And yeah so I felt quite nervous meeting the new J1's that I kinda embarrassed myself on a few occasions. Hope it doesn't give them a bad impression of me. I'm expecting more people to sign up for the post of QMs this year. We could definitely do with a female quartermaster.

Hmm....

During one of the games of the orientation, which was Crouching Dog, Hidden Bone (Don't ask), the bonus round had a clue which was, that bone is in the hand of one of the people wearing tags. It just so happened I was wearing tags and holding the 'bone' collected from the first round. Suddenly, a fren of mine who was in charge of a group noticed the 'bone' in my hand and called one of her J1s to go after me. I was surprised for a second but then well, someone told me to run and I ran. (Iraq lei?)

He didn't catch me of course. As bad as my stamina looks, I think I can hold my match in a short sprint. And yeah he kinda chased me to Cafe when he musta realized I was a decoy when he kinda gave up. (Or maybe I was too fast? :D)

So yeah I had my fun in the end. Guess everyone did. Jovi took quite a few pics of my group, which turned out to be more active than I thought. I admit I was quite a phail leader in the beginning. But I soon warmed up....I think.

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Went to Mrs Wee's house for 4B reunion on Sat night. I felt pretty bad actually. Us going there. Idk it just feels like a whole bunch of teens going into her house, using it as a gambling den and free dinner and then going home. Well I guess I shall not say much since that would just make me look like a hypocrite.

Played Blackjack. Being pussies our bet was only like 10c or 20c, with occasional 'boosts of courage' that made us bet 50c. Lol.

I lost about 40c in the end, even after getting 6 Blackjacks that night. The real winner was Noor IMO. He was going for the 5 cards under 21 thingy when the 3 cards that he drew was Ace, Ace, and well I'll be damned. Another Ace. What are the odds, seriously.

So yeah woke up today, completed Batman Arkham Asylum after accompanying my mom to market. Felt like I wasted my weekend and a sudden motivation to start work sparked in me. However, it soon went into a state of evanescent as I double-clicked on the google chrome icon sitting innocently on my computer desktop.

Sigh.

Another day perhaps...

Right.

And at the end of fear, Oblivion...